Unconventionalitismnessity.

How I will be productive in work today

Working from 3 to close (12 AM). If you’re in the city, you should drop by and say hi (I work at the Quad Cinema on 13th St between 5th/6th Ave).

Today I will:

• Do my Medieval Church & State reading
• Finish yet another botched abortion I started on the train ride
• Write a love letter

For dinner, though, I’m thinking Subway? I haven’t had it in awhile, and it claims to be fairly healthy.

THANKS YOU GUYS

Glad to know y’alls appreciate my not getting laids.

Actually, I’m not entirely sure how I’m supposed to take that. Maybe you just missed me and are liking everything I post in a desperate attempt to keep me coming back.

I think I’m gonna go with that. EGO AHOY!

The best part about being a hopeless romantic is the incredible sex you never get.

New Strategy

Everything I do is just a step to get me back to where I belong. Back to you. So I can’t quit doing everything I have to do, because then I won’t be going anywhere I want to go.

The way it goes down.

I want to sleep. I don’t want to work for 12 hours. I don’t want to have to leave the house in 15 minutes. I’m really tired and really upset and I want to get sick again so I can take another week off. I don’t want to deal with my classes, I don’t want to deal with planning my classes for next semester, and I still have two open spaces.

But I’ve waited too long and so I’m not going to get into anything I want at this point, giving me no motivation to actually try to get into anything. See, the funny thing is that by this point, the longer I wait the more damage I continue to do to my next semester.

I want to drop out really badly, I want to run away really badly, I do not want to deal with anything in my life right now, least of all being a mature and responsible adult, going to work, planning out my life, and keeping friends.

I don’t even want to film anymore, which is starting to scare me.

One of these days I’ll stop crying and start Tumbling like a real man.

Today does not look like it’s going to be that day, though.

Hey Tumblr Bard Kids

Anyone have access to a wheelchair they’d like to let me borrow? I need a dolly for the weekend…

Plans for tonight

• Listen to Black Dice
• Play video games with the Wesley

There’s some getting back to yer roots.

So I submitted my midterm video to Horror Films today, but of course did not show up because I felt all sickly and whatnot.

Welsey reported back to me that they came to a consensus not to watch my video until I was there. BUT one kid didn’t know who I was, so he asked Caveh, “who’s James?”

To which Caveh goes, “oh, you know, the kid with the *gestures to the general cheek area* choppy face.”

At which point the kid’s friend goes “Oh yeah, I know Mr. Chopsy.”

And (according to Wes), everyone went around the room making up names for me which involved my sideburns.

I love this class SO MUCH guys.